Sana Naman
Session Road

Eto, nag aaway na naman tayo

Namomroblema, napapaiyak

Minsan, pinalalampas ko na lang

Kahit nasasaktan

Paano na lang

Ayoko na mag away at nakakailang

Nakakapagod na usapan

Wala rin pupuntahan

Sana naman

Maibalik ang nakaraan

At ng matutunan

Na huwag kang iwanan

Sana naman

Maibalik ang nakaraan

Ng di siya masayang

At sana ako pakinggan

…

Eto, binabalewala mo lang ako

Nagmamakaawa

Ako'y nagpapaunawa

Pero kahit na ang labo mo

Aking papatunayan

Na tanging ikaw lang

Sana..

Sana..

Sana naman..

Sana..

Sana..

Ohhh..

Sana..

Sana naman..

Sana..

Burnout
Sugarfree

O wag kang tumingin
ng ganyan sa 'kin
wag mo akong kulitin
wag mo akong tanungin

Dahil katulad mo
ako rin ay nagbago
di na tayo katulad ng dati
kay bilis ng sandali

O kay tagal kitang minahal

Kung iisipin mo
di naman dati ganito
teka muna teka lang
kailan tayo nailang

Kung iisipin mo
di naman dati ganito
kay bilis kasi ng buhay
pati tayo natangay

O kay tagal kitang minahal

Tinatawag kita
sinusuyo kita
di mo man marinig
di mo man madama

O kay tagal kitang mamahalin

Di Bale Na Lang
Gary Valenciano

Minsan sabi niya sa akin
sandali na lang
akala ko naman ay sigurado na ako
handa kong tanggapin ang kanyang oo
bigla na lang nagbago ang isip niya
hindi ko akalain na gano'n pala siya
pinaasa niya lang ako
bitin na bitin ako
oooh woh

[chorus]
Hindi ko na alam kung makakaya ko pa
di bale na lang kaya
ako pa ba kaya ang nasa puso niya
di bale na lang kaya
ngunit mahal ko siya
di bale na lang
di bale na lang
di bale na lang

Ngayon araw-araw lumilipas ang panahon
kalimutan ko siya'y malayo sa isip ko
di kaya, pinaikot niya lang ako
bigla na naman nagbago ang isip niya
pagkakataon ko na mapasagot ko siya
pag ang sinabi ko'y di mabili
baka mapahiya muli…

[repeat chorus]

Bakit ka naman ganyan
ano pa ba kayang paraan
pero kung kailangan mo naman ako
agad akong tumatakbo
di bale na lang
di bale na lang
di bale na lang

Bitin na bitin ako
oh…oh…oh

here tonight-hale

So long to you my love
Don't be afraid to run away
I know you'll be okay
Just take your time to find

But I need you here tonight
I need you here inside
I need you here tonight
I really, really need you here tonight

Made up my mind on this
Too late for me to hold you back
Maybe too short or dumb
To cry for you but I will anyway

It's all my fault
To feel this way for you that day
I know I am and I will
Though it's wrong, so wrong

Cause I need you here tonight
I need you here inside
I need you here tonight
I really, really need you here

I need you, I need you
I need you here inside
I need you I need you
I really, really need you here

We've come so far
To leave it all behind
I wonder why

Why did you go away?
And left me all alone
No words can say
My love, please stay.



You and i, we have moments left to share
you and i, we can make it anywhere
You and i, we belong in each other's arms
There can be no other love
Now, I know that we could have it all forever

Each night I pray
That we can be together once again
Forever more
We'll stay and love this way
No matter what they say
Until the end.

Now I know that we could have it all, forever

Come up to meet you, tell you Im sorry
You dont know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
Oh its such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh its such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
Im going back to the start

maybe it is too much. too much that in return i expect more. too much that's why i get easily upset. too much that somehow even if there's faith, fear overshadows it. 

too much, that it increases my fear of losing something.losing the one thing. too much that there are now restrictions, a lot of fears, a lot of worrying and a lot of crying.

that's why im gonna be my old self-- just plain steady. holding back what's really inside. not really giving or showing all. not really giving anyone a clue of what i think or how i feel. not really caring if people would think im a stone or even insensitive. i'd rather be thought of as one than be thought of someone who cares but with qualifications depending upon my situation when in fact i really do care without those fucking buts.

you'll never see me crying again. not even hear or know that im crying. you'll never see my heart melt again. if and when you say or do something which can make my heart smile, you'll never know how much joy i'd feel inside. im gonna restore part of the wall ive built long before you came into my life. not the entire wall. just a portion of it to shield me from...everything.

maybe the problem is really on me. maybe on the both of us. regardless whose fault it is, i think too much of loving contributes to it all. i may be illogical to say that maybe im not becoming a better person, a better partner to you cause i just love you too much. that too much is the cause for all this. or maybe i just really dont know how to love. or maybe i have become what i am now because of the past. loving someone and not being loved. so now that i love someone who loves me, i tend to expect more, even want more; unconsciously thinking whether or not you love me more than i love you--cause i fear of losing someone who loves me--loved me. i think id rather that it be unrequited from the very beginning than returned but in the end it'll be gone. even imagining the pain is too much painful.

i love you...more than you'll ever know. never might be never at all. but for the meantime holding back might save our future. i'd still like to have a happy ending with you so that we could start another chapter with something wonderful to serve as one of the bases of our strenght to keep moving forward together. i know ive broken your heart a lot of times and maybe i can say that you did it to me too. but for what it's worth, and despite all the upsets and hurtings you're still the joy in my life. and you're the one; the one i want to continue to bring me the joy i've once merely dreamt of.

sometimes when we really want something we have to be steady.

ngayong gabi

isang taon

ng

wala

sa piling ng mahal ko

ang babaeng

pinakamamahal

niya

sana

isang gabi

makasama at makausap niya

kahit

sa panaginip man lang..

*Paano ang puso kong ito
Ngayong lumisan ka sa buhay ko?
Kung kailan sumikat ang araw
At lumigaya ang aking mundo...

Paano na ang mga bukas ko
Ngayong wala ka na sa piling ko?
Paanong mga pangarap, mga pangako sa bawat isa?

Sana'y ika'y muling makita ko
Damhin ang tibok ng puso mo...
Sana'y yakapin mong akong muli...
Kahit sandali...
Kahit isang saglit mayakap ka...

Puso ko'y biglang naulila
Iyong iniwanan na nagiisa..
.

hatinggabi nilisan niya ang mahal ko

pagkatapos ng higit anim na buwang hirap

at pagaasam na sana hindi dumating ang araw na magugunaw ang mundo niya

pasado hatinggabi nang nakita kong humagulgol sa sakit,

sa pagkabigla sa bagay na di ginustong antabayanan

sa pagwawakas ng buhay

mag-aalas dos ng umaga

umupo tayo sa labas ng kaniyang kwarto

sa sahig

sinubuan pa kita ng fries galing sa ating mcdo

isang taon na

isang taong walang kapalit

ni hindi mababawi ng kahit anong kasayahan at tagumpay

isang taon nang lumuluha ang mahal ko...

*"isang saglit"

hindi na kinailangang pag-usapan

kung ano ba ang dahilan ng biglang panlamig sa isa't-isa nung nakaraang araw. sa totoo lang may mga dahilan. dahilan na mababaw tulad ng sama ng pakiramdam na nahaluan ng pagkadismaya sa resulta ng exam...at higit siguro dahil sa pagpunta sa library ng maaga at sa oras ng pagtulog at pag-aral para di na lumala ang sakit. na parang nabaliwala sa katahimikan kaya nagbunga marahil ng lamig. 

pagkalabas ng building, ni hindi ko na nga inabangan na iabot mo ang kamay mo--pero inabot mo at kinuha ang akin. naglakad man ng tahimik sa daang tayo lang ang umaangkin sa mga sandaling iyun, unti-unti namang uminit ulit ang samahan sa bawat hakbang.

ang halik sa pisngi ay sinuklian

ng ilang beses na higpit sa pagkakahawak sa kamay

na may kasabay na mga hagod sa mga daliri.

at itinaas mo ang kamay ko na hawak ng kamay mo at ito'y iyong hinalikan.

sa mga sandaling iyon, wala ng panlalamig. nagkahingian na ng patawad at pangunawa para sa mga pangit na nangyari.

hindi na kinailangang banggitin ang mga salita

ramdam na kahit ng hangin. 

..Cool off by session road

ayoko na munang makita ka..
ayoko na munang makasama ka..
gusto ko sanang mapag-isa..
'di na yata tayo masaya..
'di na yata kakayanin pa..
gusto ko munang mapag-isa..

siguro'y ito na nga..
intindihin mo na..
kailangan lang natin ng pahinga..

palayain ang isa't isa..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..
palayain ang isa't isa..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..

ayoko na munang lapitan ka..
ayoko na munang makausap ka..
gusto ko sanang mapag-isa..
'di na tayo magkasundo..
sumisikip na ang ating mundo..
time out muna tayo..

siguro'y ito na nga..
intindihin mo na..
kailangan lang natin ng pahinga..

palayain ang isa't isa..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..
palayain ang isa't isa..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..

kung tayo, tayo talaga..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..

kung tayo..
..tayo talaga

..nanana..nanana..

Tumutulo luha ko
Tahimik tayo sa telepono
Di makakailang
Di na tayo masaya sinta
*paano kung ayoko na?
`san na tayo pupunta?

**pilit mang pigilin
Luha'y darating din
Wag mo lang sabihin
Ayaw mo nang isipin
Wag na nating patagalin
Di ka masaya
Pagod na ako
Tapusin na natin ito

Di makapaniwalang matatapos na
Parang kay tagal nating nagdusa
Pusong di mapalagay
Parang habambuhay kitang hinintay
Repeat * and **

Paalam na (8x) sinta

*patlang by cambio

starry night in Pangasinan

conversations safely wrapped by tears,

and a hand gave a minute or two of pleasure.

wrapped by the intent and patience to understand,

by metaphors,

by the commitment to last forever.

stressful day caused by lines and the uncooperative rays of the yellow king

space full of irritated people, all stretching their patience for the exchange of money for law

day ended with one of the two more eager to ride the jeepney going to 2-3, then jeepney to cainta; LRT and FX would help a bit providing momentary comfort but then that comfort may have not been felt for i couldnt remember tonight what ride we took.

after the much needed rest and food, time was silently wished to pass faster so mr. sandman would make the other four people in the house fall soundly asleep.

lights out inside the three rooms except for the middle one with couples cuddling and wordlessly reassuring one another that whatever tension they may have had during the slightly fucked up day was nothing now.

early dawn of the nineth, while everyone else were asleep, two people silently wished that night would not come to its end or that night be repeated. 

after hours of being in their own world with nothing else to think of but to please one another... worries suddenly overshadowed the early dawn of the nineth.

the yellow king lazily woke up with lesser rays. i was slightly awakened by your fingers touching my hair then you kissed me on my forehead without noticing that i was already starting to melt.

the sixteenth came and finally ended and answered our questions, our week long dilemmas and miseries. air was again breathed easily. 

starry night in pangasinan will forever serve as a reminder that there would be damned days but hearts that will, can and must work things out and that the nineth would no longer be overshadowed by dilemmas and unwanted situations. the bliss of it may soon be felt again; worries after bliss would be eliminated long before it would even be thought of.

the nineth...

i miss you.