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<b> my utopia
Do I need a reason to tell you why
I’m singing you this song
Do I need a reason to show you that
I know where I belong
Whenever I am weary I lean on
this feeling that I have
I am so much stronger now
Thankful, yes I am
you're the one that never lets me sleep
to my mind, down to my soul you touch my lips
you're the one that i can't wait to see
with you here by my side i'm in ecstasy
i am all alone without you
my days are dark without a glimpse of you
but now that you came into my life
i feel complete
the flowers bloom, my morning shines
and i can see
your love is like the sun
that lights up my whole world
i feel the warmth inside
your love is like the river
that flows down through my veins
i feel the chill inside
every time i hear our music play
reminds me of the things that we've been through
in my mind i can't believe it's true
but in my heart the reality is you
ang mundo nila
louanneelainetoi
*everything by alanis morissette
bakit ORION?
sila ang mga bituin na parati kong napagmamasadan lalo na sa mga oras ng katulalaan.
"three kings"
pa ang una kong tawag sa kanila.
aliw na aliw ako sa pangalang "orion" at hindi ko alam yun pala ang tamang pangalan ng aking "three kings".
ang tinutukoy kong Orion ay hindi yung buong constellation
Orion's belt lang-->
mintaka[sa may kanan]
alnilam[gitna]
alnitak[kaliwa]
sino nga ba ako?
i was born in the middle of a heavy storm on the dawn of 19th of october.a libra.
loves the sky
and everything found there:
moon,clouds,rain,rainbow,the sun and the stars.
i may act as if i dont care..a stone
but im not.
im a middle child
and i believe some theories or notions about behaviors of middle children
in daylight you would see me always smiling and laughing
when moon and stars take the center stage
IF if i happen to smile or laugh
it would be for real
shifting sands
*caedmon's call
Sometimes I believe all the lies
So I can do the things I should despise
And every day I am swayed
By whatever is on my mind
I hear it all depends on my faith
So I'm feeling precarious
The only problem I have with these mysteries
Is they're so mysterious
And like a consumer I've been thinking
If I could just get a bit more
More than my 15 minutes of faith,
Then I'd be secure
My faith is like shifting sand
Changed by every wave
My faith is like shifting sand
So I stand on grace
I've begged you for some proof
For my Thomas eyes to see
A slithering staff, a leperous hand
AAnd lions resting lazily
A glimpse of your back-side glory
And this soaked altar going ablaze
But you know I've seen so much
I explained it away
My faith is like shifting sand
Changed by every wave
My faith is like shifting sand
So I stand on grace
Waters rose as my doubts reigned
My sand-castle faith, it slipped away
Found myself standing on your grace
It'd been there all the time
My faith is like shifting sand
Changed by every wave
My faith is like shifting sand
So I'll stand on grace...
Stand on grace...
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
isang taon na nga pala kami... sinong magaakala noh?
isang taon na kami...akala ko hindi namin maabutan ang ganito
isang taon na kami...kami..kaming dalawa. sarap ng pakiramdam
ligaya ikaw na nga ba yan?...siya na nga talaga.
Posted at 06:49 pm by talanichar
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
pinaghiwalay kami ng sim ko
*"sinong marunong pumunta? pwede ba kong sumama sa..."
100 messages of a memorable year...
just thrown at some sidewalk.
manakawan din sana ng sangdamakmak kung sino mang hinayupak na yun.
parang ayoko nang bumalik ng DV.
*Divisoria by cambio Posted at 11:23 pm by talanichar
Sunday, December 18, 2005
You need a friend
I'll be around
Don't let this end
Before I see you again
What can I say to convince you
To change your mind of me?
I'm gonna love you more than anyone
I'm gonna hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm gonna love you more than anyone
Look in my eyes, what do you see?
Not just the color
Look inside of me
Tell me all you need and I will try
I will try
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
Free for you, whenever you need
We'll be free together baby
Free together baby
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to love you more than anyone
*by gavin deGraw (played in one tree hill)
Posted at 10:45 pm by talanichar
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Three years ago, our journey began
Chasing down this cure, no plan in hand
Just your pulse, my racing guide in the dark
Just knowing with conviction from the start
The moment your eyes made an introduction
I felt my second violent breath of life
Flawless to the point of being godly
Yet I fell hard for your imperfections
And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn
Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm, yet
I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh
Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side,
And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride
I still believe in ever after with you
Nothing compares to the good times
Feels like we're floating, when the rest have to climb
You made me believe in love, and not the perfect kind
A real messy beautiful twisted sunshine
Emotions, volcanic eruptions
We both still care, so we're still alive
Tunnel vision, determination
I want you, I want to make it right
And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn
Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm, yet
I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh
Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side,
And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride
I still believe in ever after with you
You are my twisted sunshine
You are my twisted sunshine
[2x]
And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn
Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm, yet
I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh
Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side,
And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride
I still believe in ever after with you
*bonnie baileyPosted at 08:15 pm by talanichar
Thursday, November 10, 2005
tulog na mahal ko
hayaan na muna natin ang mundong ito
lika na, tulog na tayo.
tulog na mahal ko
wag kang lumuha, malambot ang iyong kama
saka na mamroblema
tulog na hayaan na muna natin sila
mamaya, hindi ka na nila kaya pang saktan
kung matulog, matulog ka na…
tulog na mahal ko
nandito lang akong bahala sa iyo
sige na, tulog na muna
tulog na mahal ko
at baka bukas ngingiti ka sa wakas
at sabay natin haharapin ang mundo
tulog na hayaan na muna natin sila
mamaya, hindi ka na nila kaya pang saktan
kung matulog, matulog ka na…
hanggang makatulog ka
* by sugarfree Posted at 12:01 am by talanichar
Saturday, November 05, 2005
sana nga maramdaman ko ang nararamdaman mo
at
sana maramdaman mo din ang nararamdaman ko
siguro kapag nangyari yun
mas maiintindihan kita
at
maiintindihan mo na ako.
Posted at 08:22 pm by talanichar
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
...everyday of my life is one gift i would want to receive someday.
nineteen was a perfect day.
thank you for spending two wonderful days with me...Ü
Posted at 08:42 pm by talanichar
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
ilang araw na lang kaarawan ko na naman. katulad din ng nakaraang taon pareho pa din ang dulot ng araw na iyon. ewan ko ba bakit sa tuwing papalapit na ang araw na yun, para akong binabalot ng lungkot. inis.lungkot.awa.sakit.lungkot.
ngunit ngayong taon bawas ang lungkot. dahil sa kanya.
last year few of my friends surprised me by coming over our house just to give me a birthday cake. two of them were even at the comforts of their homes in pampanga but they were persistently asked by one of my friends to go back to manila to greet me personally.
3 months after, i accidentally found out it was YOU who planned that surprise. it was YOU who called them up one by one. it was YOU who insisted that all five of you should just ring our doorbell, look for me and hand me over the cake.
that melt my heart. it really did.
now, even if i want to be happy, as in really happy, i just cant make myself feel that cause there are still lots of reasons why i feel these mixed emotions as my day comes.
and one of those reasons is the fact that no matter what i do or say, it would never be enough to fill the void in your heart because of tita's passing.
flashback
new year's eve, i received a message and it says:
"Hapi new year char!thnk u 4 bein so wondrful since day 1.tke cre always.i love you.ÜÜÜ"
that's the first clear thing you told me and the first thought that came to my mind after reading your unexpected greeting: mukhang kakaiba itong 2005 na ito ah.
day after valentines
a whisper was heard that changed two people's lives...hopefully forever.
april 13
it's ur mom's birthday and the most unexpected birthday gift/greeting/news she received was doctors cant do anything anymore and it may be her last birthday.
oct. 5
6 months after the big news, your heart was broken into so many pieces--pieces that no matter how i try to put back together, i wouldnt be able to cause there's that one big piece that has forever left you in this world. and no matter how many times i can make you smile and laugh, no matter how many times i scratch your head to relax you or put you to sleep, i wouldnt be able to do that the way she did it. i wouldnt be able to make you smile and laugh the way she did. and no other person can ever do that--and that's the saddest thing life gave you.us.
indeed 2005 is different. a whole lot different.
i pray that your heart, my heart would never get numb from all the hardships and heartaches and could still enjoy the good things, good feelings the universe would give us.
and that love would continue to be the warmth that comforts us.
Posted at 02:23 am by talanichar
Thursday, September 29, 2005
ang hiling ko sa isang bulalakaw
Posted at 03:34 am by talanichar
Sunday, September 25, 2005
sabadong maganda sa loob ng jeep
"namiss kita char. parang ang tagal nating di nagsama"
sa loob ng jeep habang tayo'y pauwi na, hinawakan mo ng mahigpit ang kamay ko. gusto kitang yakapin at hagkan nun. tama ka, parang ang tagal nga nating di nagsama. kahit magkatabi tayo sa eskwelahan at araw-araw nag-uusap.
parang may humarang kasi na pader sa atin.
alam kong galing yun sa puso mo kaya naman...
napakilig at napangiti mo na naman ako hon..:)
*come to think of it, we ended last saturday with a very warm and nice feeling after months of ending it with a sour and cold note. saya! friday was good too..seeing your face made me want to hug you tight. too bad daming epal;) Posted at 11:53 pm by talanichar
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