if we're at the precipice
if you'll know i won't return when i finally cross the bridge
and burn it till it's gone
will you finally realize what u ought to realize?
what is the best way to get to the future--to the happy ending i once lived in
is it to live here in the present, just like this?
or step away a little or more and see if you can and will reach me without any fear
and full with the long lost will?
and again, slowly walk towards the long overdue future
i'm stuck--at nowhere
i'm neither here at the present
nor at the past
and definitely not in the future
can one float even when one's sad?
or one is always floating when things are sad and not when joy is abundant
what would you prefer?--two weeks of full of joy and bliss and the next two cold, silence and the promise of tomorrow
or a month or forever of bittersweet moments
or emptiness with shards of what used to be your heart everywhere, floating?